desperate worker

i'm back to work after a 1 month vacation, however this time it's quite different coz i'm back to being a trainee (though same line of work pa rin naman), but i have to learn the new system, new products (arrgggh, ang dami need to memorize). but lately i feel like i don't wanna work anymore, i don't know but that's how i really feel. after my first day i jokingly said to my mom (while honie's beside me) that if given a choice i don't wanna work anymore, i just wanna stay home with my kid, really, that's what i'm longing for. but with what's happening to our economy i don't think it would be practical for me to stop working since honie's income is not that enough to sustain my luho, hehehe. like now, i have to go to work by 1:30 yet i'm still here blogging my despair, huh! o cia, got to get moving at baka ma late pa ko sa work.