sentimyento ng nangangarap na maging SAHM

5 more days and i'll be starting my new career. this would also mean being away with my hub and kiddo for a month (well that's what i expect). i'm somewhat excited and also nervous coz after 5 years of stable work, here i am again, have to mingle with new co-workers, will go through series of exams (nah, marunong pa kaya akong mag-review), & have to adjust with a new work system. huh, i just wish i'll get through it all...easily, hehehe. actually in terms of work i don't want to stress myself thinking so hard what will the future hold me, maybe with the lot of stress i've been through sa work i was able to learn not  to worry that much (pro most of the time i still worry a lot pa rin ,heheh), kasi i feel that i use all my energy in work that when i come home, i'm so tired and can't pay attention to raigna anymore.,kaka guilty kaya yun noh! kaya ngayon minamindset ko ang sarili ko na easy lang Mars, yeah i'll still be the good employee and i'll prove to them na hindi sila nagkamali sa pagkuha sa akin but then i will not be that super work emotional employee na hanggang sa pagtulog eh dala pa rin ang stress sa work, now it's different coz i have my raigna already, dapat lang naman na sa pag-uwi ko sa bahay eh pamilya ko muna ang priority ko. hirap talagang maging working mom noh, if i only had the choice i certainly would like to be a fulltime SAHM but it's not practical ika nga., sa taas ba naman ng gasolina at kanin, hehehe. hay saan na ba napunta ang topic ko, mauuwi pa yata ito sa NFA,hahaha.